o b s e s s e d

ob·sess (b-ss, b-)

v. ob·sessed, ob·sess·ing, ob·sess·es

v.tr.

To preoccupy the mind of excessively.

v.intr. To have the mind excessively preoccupied with a single emotion or topic

Right now, I am soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo obsessed with someone! Someone I don't even know the name! Grabe talaga! Call it a crush, call it infatuation, call it admiration... but frankly speaking for myself, I'd call it OBSESSION! Hahaha! Now, I wouldn't want to go writing about this here on my blog and make myself look like a fool but... I just can't plain help myself. I've been obsessed with this girl for three days now. I can't even remember why or how! Para ngang kulam eh! Hindi ko alam kung bakit siya nalang bigla palagi yung asa isip ko! Parang bigla nalang pinasok sa utak ko! Haha!

Here's a fun fact, I know her since last school year pa.. though not personally. She's a varsity player kasi of her college and I always get to see her play in the Engineering Complex. Nakasabay ko rin siya mag jog dati! So, yun, dati ko pa siya crush... pero wala lang. Tapos this past three days, biglang sumulpot nalang sa utak ko na crush na crush ko na siya! I'm spending a lot of time browsing the net just to find her Friendster page... to no avail! GRRRR!! Hindi ko kasi alam yung name eh! All I know is her jersey number, her college, and her unforgettable face tattoed on my mind! Haaaay!!

Yeah, I found her teammates' Friendsters pero I can't still find hers. I also found several pics of her (from her teammate's pages) pero walang captions so I STILL don't know her name!! Yeah, you can just write the word "STALKER" on forehead right now! Waaaaah! I'm a hopeless case! Pabayaan niyo na! Minsan lang 'to! I'd probably get over this in a couple of days! Haha!


UPDATE
As of late last night (or rather, early morning) I finally found her Friendster page!!! I almost totally thought that she doesn't have one!!! Wahahahahaha!! Lalalalalalalalalala!! Haha! Mukhang mapapadalas ang tambay ko sa building nila! Or mapapadalas na rin ang pag jogging ko ulit sa UST field! Haha! However, from what I've read from her Friendster page, mukhang bungisngis at hyper na tao itong si crush! Totally opposite from what I've thought of her. Malaki rin yung tendency na baka *gulp*... tibo (lesbian/tomcat/tomboy) siya!!! Even so, crush ko pa rin siya!! Wahahaha! Ito na nga yung theme song ko sa kanya eh! HAHA!

My eyes adored you
Though I never laid a hand on you,
My eyes adored you
Like a million miles away from me you couldn't see
How I adored you:
So close, so close and yet so far away