Black Nazarene

The Black Nazarene has finally arrived here in our house. It'll stay here 'til next Monday. Each night while it's here, we have to pray the rosary.

This is specially tricky to me since I stopped praying all together for over a year now. I am someone which can be called a "closet atheist", if there's such a term, or a 'atheist in denial'. Meaning, I don't preach to anyone that I stop believing or whatever. I just stopped (I find people who tell others that they lost faith, weird. I mean, why do you tell others anyway? Just shut your mouth, ok? No one minds anyway). I still do the sign of the cross whenever I pass by a church, but sadly that's all because of force of habit.

It'll gonna take some time before I find my faith again.