Work in Progress

Right now, I would like to apologize to anyone whom I wronged in one way or another. I'm usually a good natured person, but time and recent experiences wasn't so nice to me. Like, I had to mingle with stupid and unreliable people in the past. I also felt betrayed by mentors whom I had the utmost respect before.

All that probably made my temper REALLY short. I say really hurtful words when I'm really annoyed or pissed off. So I apologize to the guys I lashed out on. But with all this, you must realize that you also did wrong. I wouldn't be insulting or lashing the fuck out of you if you didn't deserve it.

So what I'm trying to say here is that I'm a work in progress. I was a VERY timid person before, RARELY getting mad or whatever. Then bullshits happened, which in turn made me a short tempered person with a sharp tongue (thank god I'm not violent physically).

Now, I'm trying to balance it.

So there, please bear with me. I'm a work in progress.