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Friday, September 22, 2006

runaway!

im so frustrated. problem here, problem there. i don't want to think so much right now. it seems that when i think 'bout all the bruhaha thats happening to me right now, it'll come up and eat me whole. i hate to think of all the people that im hating right now. it's not right. i don't want to hate them.. it's all just because of the circumstances, that im hating them. then when i think about other problems, it seems like it all stacks up altogether on my back.. and im starting to break down with all that weight that's stacking up. ayoko na talaga. shit.

for the mean time, here's a nice song from Hale that i can totally relate to right now. i want to run away from everything. for some reasons, im so down tonight. :(

Runaway

I talked to you tonight
To sort things out the right
Way that we used to be
When you were still here with me

I wanted you to know
If you have loved me so
Then why didn't you let me know
Coz I didn't want to let you go

So why don't you just run away from here
Coz I don't want you to get hurt
By me this way
You loved me to the point where I was lost
And that I couldn't catch you there
Right there

So just runaway
Runaway from here
Won't you runaway
Runaway from here

And I will never know
If we could ever go
The way that we should be
The way that we should be

So why don't you just runaway from here
Coz I don't want you to get hurt
By me this way
You loved me to the point where I was lost
And that I couldn't catch you there
Right there

So just runaway
Runaway from here
Won't you runaway
Runaway from here

Won't you runaway
Runaway from here
Won't you runaway
(Won't you run far away from me)
Runaway from here
Won't you runaway
(Won't you run, won't you run far away from me)
Runaway from here
Won't you runaway
(Won't you run far away from me)
Runaway from here

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14 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

nino, ok ka lng? gusto mo usap tayo? :)

9/22/06, 3:14 AM  
Blogger fil said...

dee.. musta na? miss u.. :) nde, ok lng ako.. mejo at times lang tlga na-do2wn ako.. pressured kasi.. then frustrated rin ako.. kainis. how r u? i hopr ur doing great there.. asan na balik bayan box ko? haha. miss na rin tlga kta.. :(

9/23/06, 4:25 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

u better make sure ur ok ah.. kundi lagot ka sakin! hehe. take care of urself! and by god, pls reply to my emails.. haven't heard from you for a long time now. d2 na lang ako nakikibalita sa mga nangyayari sayo. ingat ka ah. miss u. :)

9/24/06, 12:03 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

u better make sure ur ok ah.. kundi lagot ka sakin! hehe. take care of urself! and by god, pls reply to my emails.. haven't heard from you for a long time now. d2 na lang ako nakikibalita sa mga nangyayari sayo. ingat ka ah. miss u. :)

ulitin ko.. walang name eh. haha

9/24/06, 12:04 AM  
Blogger fil said...

diane, di ako maka reply kasi busy masyado eh. ei, know what.. nakabili ako ng akira kurosawa dvd collection! fave mo! hehe. uso na kasi ung 75 pesos dvd dito which contains like 8 movies in one dvd! sulit! haha. napanuod ko ulit yung the seven samurais! kasama pa yata kita nung huli kong napanuod yun! brings back a lot of memories.. huhuhu. haha. :)

9/24/06, 10:56 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

wow! seven samurai! haha.. sulit yun ha! 75 pesos?! eh dito ang mahal ng dvd! haha. wow, anu anu pa ung mga movies? have you watched Ran? Kagemusha?

9/25/06, 10:38 PM  
Blogger fil said...

yup, i've seen kagemusha the other day. maganda rin.. pero tragic nanaman ung story! yung isang badtrip lang sa kurosawa dvd eh yung ran! french and chinese ba lang naman yung subtitles!! kainis! sayang talaga yun.. first half lang yung napunuod ko sa ran eh, axn pa.. cable. i've also seen 'the idiot' and 'hidden fortress'. ganda nung hidden fortress! :)

9/26/06, 12:47 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

ay, sayang ung Ran.. quick, get a refund! haha. ya, i think i've watched Hidden Fortress too. yun ung tinatakas nila yung princess dba? i heard na yan pala yung movie which inspired George Lucas to do Star Wars. The Idiot? haven't saw that yet. is that a biopic about you or what?! hahaha! jk! how's everyone there?

9/27/06, 12:20 AM  
Blogger fil said...

idiot ah.. leche! haha.. how's everyone? don't know.. probably more like don't care.. i dont go out much rin naman kaya its rare if i ever see chinks and company lately.. may contact ka pa ba sa kanila, dear? haha

9/27/06, 3:05 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

wala na rin po dear! haha. im like, miles from there noh! haha.. wala ka nang contact sa kanila? sure? eh labs mo ung mga yun! hmpp.. haha! jk.

9/29/06, 6:36 PM  
Blogger fil said...

wooshooo.. lam mo naman kaw lang labs ko dun eh.. haha. anu ba yan.. gibberish dear, gibberish.. haha. seriously, wala na rin talagang contact.. tagal na.

10/1/06, 1:13 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

wow.. lakas nman mangbola!! ikaw na ikaw! haha. just read your other post. quiapo boy ka na pala ngayon ah! haha.

10/5/06, 9:47 PM  
Blogger fil said...

yup. nawili ako sa mga 8 in 1s and yung mga 1 whole season on a single dvds. stressed na stressed ako ngayon eh. yun nalang yung stress reliever ko. :(

10/8/06, 2:19 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

ic.. well, i wish u luck on ur thesis.. u can do it! tiyaga nalang :)

10/9/06, 8:51 AM  

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