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Sunday, December 31, 2006

Sunshine

Sunshine Erfe. A very dear friend of mine since my high school days. Someone who I very rarely see nowadays. Last time I saw her was in 2005! Before she decided to lay low, we arranged to meet kasi may sasabihin daw siyang important... it never happened because of my frickin busy schedule. The next time was months ago when she emailed that she will be going in Manila... I wasn't able to meet her, AGAIN, because of my goddamn thesis problems and the trolls behind it! Now, the latest chance to meet her was this week. She messaged me in Friendster but I only got to read it 4 days later because of my busted mouse and lack of internet connection! I had the opportunity to meet her this past Tuesday because there was a second wedding of sorts for her, but I couldn't leave the house because I thought a friend of mine would be coming over. Hours passed and my friend still hasn't made contact with me. Much to my annoyance, my cellphone was with my mom because she went to the hospital to have a checkup. Her phone broke down so she borrowed mine for emergency. So I was virtually just a helpless fool waiting for things to happen. I couldn't text anybody. I couldn't call anybody. All my contacts was on my phone! Heck, when I decided to call my mom through my phone, she wasn't answering! When she got home, I asked her why she didn't picked up, she told me she doesn't know how! So there I was, sitting in my house... blew another chance of meeting Sunshine again after so looong!! I don't blame anybody... it's just that nahihinayang lang ako sa chance na makita uli yung kaibigan ko. So much has happened to Shine since we've last met so meeting her was something I was really looking forward to.. and blowing the chance of meeting her just because of miscommunication really ticks me. If I only knew my friend wouldn't be able to drop by the house then I would've been able to go to Shine's wedding! Again, I don't blame anybody. I'm just annoyed, ticked just by thinking about it. If only I had my phone with me all day. If only. Goddamn 2006 really sucked for me! Now, I'm just hoping for another chance to meet Sunshine again.

Sunshine with her new family: husband Kas and baby Shas. Last time I've met Shine personally was in UST Library in 2005. Wish you all the best my dear friend! :)

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Blogger Rica said...

Fil, I am very very sorry :( . I feel really guilty while reading this. I am so sorry...

1/5/07, 8:56 AM  
Blogger fil said...

oi rix! nde noh. im sure i'll get to meet her again naman eh.. pati nde mo kasalanan noh.. nagkataon lang talaga na hiniram ng mama ko yung fone ko that day kasi ayaw bumukas nung kanya kaya hindi nagka-contactan.. :) miss you rix! lilibre mo pa ako! haha :)

1/6/07, 1:37 AM  

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