sorry

We're the the worst of enemies before, with all your venomous words about me. Then it turned out we'd become the best of friends later. I haven't seen you nor talk to you for over five years now. The last thing I want to happen is to lose the little something that we used to have. The remnants of the past. I'm sorry for all the things I've told you in that email the past week. I'm sorry, but that's me being true to myself. It's just that I was shocked with all the things you had to reveal. You could have told me earlier. I know I don't have the right to react like I did, but I know you'd understand right? You're so far away from here but you've always had a place in my heart. I knew I've hurt you with all those harsh words. All I ask now is your forgiveness. I'm writing this up because you're one of the handful few to go to this place. But with all of what I've said to you, I have the feeling you won't even come to this place again. But I'm hoping that you will, and in turn see this post, and eventually forgive me. I'm sorry my friend. That's all I can say now... no hugs, no kisses.. only a sincere apology... mainly because we're miles apart. I wish you all the best in life... and congratulations.