dom moved out today...

My VERY good friend Dominique (David) moved out today, changing her address to Katipunan. Naturally, I feel very sad. The first time she told me a month ago that she was moving out of Filinvest 2, it haven't sunk in to me just yet. But now that it's all true and through, I just feel SO sad. She texted me earlier this morning and confirmed that she will be moving out today. :( There was a sense of loneliness in me. I always hate when people leave. Ever since I was a kid, I never took goodbyes nicely. It always depressed me. Maybe that was the reason that I didn't go to her house to bid her goodbye. :( Baka maiyak lang ako! Haha! There's that feeling kasi na hindi ko na siya pwede makita kung kailan ko gustuhin. Napaka accessible kasi dati because magkalapit lang talaga yung house namin. If I feel like I want to see her or if I need to get/bring something to her, she's just a walk/drive away. But now, shit... dadayo pa ako ng Katipunan! Haha!

Dom moving out means a lot to me since she's someone I've grown to be with. To be frank, I can say that I grew up with her. Five years is long enough to know someone deeply specially if you're barkadas, seat mates (cheat mates! haha!), thesis mates (the pain!), gimmick buddies (good times!), chat buddies (blame thesis and chismis as well other nonsenses!;p), chismis buddies (haha!), and confidantes. Malamang since we're kapitbahays, sabay kami umuuwi. I can say that I've grown comfortable with her.

Well, sa friendship hindi naman palagi nalang masaya. Of course may times rin na nagka-misunderstandings at tampuhan rin kami ni Dom pero sobrang maliit lang talaga! Oo na, aaminin ko na na nagtampo ako sayo nung birthday ni ED!!! Tagal tagal kasi kumilos! Hahahaha! Pero sa mga small things lang like that ako nagkakaroon ng tampo kay Dom. Almost 99% of the time nagkakasundo kami! :)

So, with all said and done, losing someone like that (meaning: I won't get to see her as much now since she's moving out) is a big thing to me. I can almost relate to the song "Bluer Than Blue" minus the romantic overtone. Like I should be glad na wala nang pupunta dito sa house at uubusin yung mga chocolates ko! Hahaha! Just kidding! I share everything I have with her. She is like a 'brother' to me-- the living testament of a platonic friend, and she knows it. I really shouldn't be sad... she's just moving out for god's sake! It's not like she's moving out of the country or something! I think I'm just overreacting! Haha! I can only tell her as much as to take care of herself, and sana makahanap siya ng neighbor na kasing cute at gwapo ko! Wahahaha! Ingat pre! Kitakits nalang! :)