black sheep
I'm officially the BLACK SHEEP of today's San Buenaventura generation. The only reason I'm not the black sheep from the Capul side of the family is because there are cousins far worse than me... and it's only a matter of time before I top each and everyone of them! I am now 23, and still a BUM! I don't know what happened to me. Not to brag but I was an A-list student when I was a kid, an exceptional student in grade school, and was an OK student in high school. When I reached college, everything went to total meltdown. Up until now, I'm still thinking: "What the fuck went wrong?!" I know I had my lion's share of problems which I keep to myself but that is not enough reason to justify my degradation. Nino, come back... it's time to ditch Fil...
Labels: self-thoughts
posted by fil @ 10:00 PM
5 Comments:
Nino or Fil... whichever it is.Please don't think that you are a black sheep. I was once called a black sheep (and it's a direct word from my father...you see it hurts). You are clever, smart, intelligent...and not only that, you are a good person inside and out. I don't believe in blue flags and high grades...nor the span of time you engaged in education...it's the things that you learned along the way. =) We know how "evil" some people are...who are hurdles to our success, but my friend please don't give up and don't look feel down about yourself. Please? =) I am worried about you lately... there's always a happy ending my dear...I believe when it comes in your way...it's the sweetest and the happiest ever... =) I am always here lang...okies. miss you!
for some odd reasons, i was thinking of you before you suddenly texted me last night. i just decided not to reply. i was thinking how are you doing... if you're stressed with work or what... if you've eaten dinner or decided to skip it... i miss you a lot my dear friend. thank you for all your kind and encouraging words. i promise next time we see each other, i'll be as good as new.. probably someone you could be proud of. :)
Even before, I am proud of you already. Because you are one real person who is good inside and out. You are one great friend, confidante, brother who's always there. You are strong, smart, kind-hearted. You see, there are a lot of great reasons why we(your friends) are proud of you. I was trying to call you but you are always out of reach. I've talked to Ed and he is also worried about you. Please take care, we are missing you a lot. =) Don't stress yourself too much alright? You are not alone. We are here, I know you know where to find us..esp. me =)
i'm proud of you.
please be proud of me, too.
~^_^~
comedy ka nman pre! nag sesenti na nga kami ni rix dito eh! haha.. opcors im proud of you! topnotcher ka ba naman sa lsm batch natin eh!!! hahaha!
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