Realizations

Videogames
Call it what you want. Videogames. Computer games. What about it? Well, I realized that I don't really like it anymore.

What?! So why the hell am I keep playing and/or keep talking about it. I'll explain.

Thinking about it, I realized I stopped playing videogames since I started College. I was a videogame fanatic since I was a kid 'til Highschool but since I became a freshman in UST, I stopped. Heck, I even bought a PS2 but played it sparingly. I think I even used it for like just five times when I was a sophomore. Thing is, I've probably bought it just because of the novelty of having it. Poor PS2. ;p

So why do I find myself owning a PSP, as well as playing again?!

This, I realized: I'm using it as stress reliever.

I always played videogames because I enjoyed it, but now, I just do to take my mind off things. I realized, when I was in College, I go to parties/gimiks as well as interact with my friends to relieve stress. Another stress reliever was going to the gym.

Well, shit... I'd rather shoot myself than go to the gym these days! ;p

So there, I realized I don't really like videogames anymore. Since I don't have any other platform to relieve stress, I picked videogames. It's just a stress reliever, or a way for me to take my mind off things.