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Friday, June 30, 2006

thesis, thesis, and more thesis...

grabe, nakatulog ako sa pagod. nagaantay kasi ako ng 12am para sa unlimited offpeak internet. wala kasi akong budget ngayon para bumili ng internet eh.. hehe. ngayon ko palang nabasa yung ginawa ni dom na thesis proposal.. dadagdagan ko pa ng kulang..

badtrip kasi pumunta kami yesterday sa school. eh wala naman kaming class other than thesis so nag casual kami ni dom.. it happens na hindi pala nag eentertain sina sir verg at mam cha ng mga hindi naka uniform.. malas. although si erick ang nakausap nila, hindi namin sure kung ano ang nangyari talaga.. sinabi na raw kasi kay erick na gumawa na ng written proposal for thesis.. so ayan kami ngayon.. our guess is, ok na yung proposal namin.. hindi lang talaga na-elaborate masyado ni erick.. haaay.. sana.. god help us :)

and with all that thesis problem.. eto ako, namamaga ang katawan. hindi ko sure kung dahil sa gym or because napasma ako kasi nag shower kaagad ako nung wednesday after ng gym. blech!

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Wednesday, June 28, 2006

weirdest. dream. ever.

yesterday, i had the weirdest dream.. i went to cebu for a vacation with a group of friends.. ang weird nga kasi jumbled jumbled yung group.. meron akong mga friends na galing sa highschool circle ko, tapos meron ding galing sa college friends circle ko.. halos mga 5 cguro kami..

and then the weirdest part.. one of the girls in the group (whom i know in real life) is alone with me.. sa isang sira sirang kubo.. we did some drugs (the fuck?!?!).. then we had sex... waaaah.. tangina.. talk about weird.. eh yung girl na yun, yeah she's my friend in real life but we're not close.. and i haven't seen her for like 2 years.. and yeah, she's someone you can call pretty pero she's really not my type! hahahaha.. then after that (note that the dream ran like a pinoy film.. parang scene by scene), parang hinahabol kami ng mga pulis (i dunno, baka dahil nag drugs kami or because we had sex on someone else's kubo?! hahaha), and note na yung mga pulis ay hindi mga modern pulis kung hindi eh yung mga tipong panahon pa ng kastila.. yung mga tipong guardia cibil...hahahaha!! tapos eto yung pamatay, tinulungan kami ng mga relatives ko tumakas.. eh sa cebu nga dba, so andun talaga yung mga tito at cousins ko.. sila talaga yung "gumanap".. haha.. pero eto.. brace yourselves.. hinahanap ko yung tatay ko.. nung pumasok sa eksena.. putragis, si FPJ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahahahaha! muntik tuloy ako mapakanta ng "kumusta ka.. ikaw ay walang pinag iba.. ganyan ka rin ng tayo ay huling nagkita.." haha!

nak ng... yun ang pinaka weird na dream ko!!! hindi pa nga nag si-sink in ngayon sa akin eh.. kaya sinusulat ko na ngayon sa blog.. baka kasi makalimutan ko pa.. dba kasi usually nakakalimutan mo yung mga panaginip once nagising.. hahaha.. promise, hindi na ako kakain ng marami bago matulog.. daymn!

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Tuesday, June 27, 2006

"hit the gym, fat ass..."

in my case, thin ass. ang laki kasi ng pinayat ko since eh.. and after not going to the gym for 3 months, i have now officially started lifting weights today! yay!! balik ryan j gym after the long hiatus. yun nga lang, pulubi nanaman ako. huhuhu. anyways, ang laki ng hinina ko. i couldn't do things that i normally could.. nag chest exercises kasi ako kanina.. sobrang baba na ng mga reps ko then binawasan ko rin ung mga timbang ng usual na binubuhat ko.. tapos ung chest pullover, i can do 15 reps in 3 sets of that with a 35kg dumbell.. kanina, hanggang 2 sets lang.. nangawit kaagad yung triceps ko! waaaah! haha.. na-notice ko rin sa katawan ko, lumiit yung ibang parts.. although anjan parin ang aking magagandang biceps (hahaha!), napansin ko na lumiit yung chest ko!!! ngayon, nararamdaman ko na yung feelings ng mga babae na maliliit yung boobs!! no offense...hahahaha! ang hirap naman kasi, ang lalaki ng mga katawan dun sa gym, nanliliit na ako sa katawan ko.. eh dati nakakasabay naman ako kahit papaano.. hehe. tapos yung (feeling) broad shoulders ko dati na kay tagal kong pinalaki, naglaho narin! haha.. yung back ko ganon parin, flat as usual! haha.. yun kasi yung pinaka-maliit na part talaga ng body ko dati pa.. for some reasons kasi hirap ako sa mga back exercises. may mga nabago rin sa gym.. may boxing bag na.. haha.. ang sarap sapakin.. mapapractice ko na yung mga JKD moves ko.. haha. anyways, hindi ako contented sa performance ko kanina.. i'll try to push the bar tommorow.. mag shou-shoulders kami ni jayson.. kailangan magpalaki ulit!! grrrrrrrrr.. haha

and on other news.. THESIS UPDATE: nag meet kami kanina ng thesis group ko (dom and erick).. we're still thinking of a thesis proposal.. and yeah, we got options but we're still studying which one will be feasible for us para umabot sa graduation! haha.. so right now, we're still doing research of this, and research of that.. chapter 1 is due this week.. please, pray for us!!! :)

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Sunday, June 25, 2006

memories..

here i am once again.. uber bored as usual. wala akong magawa kaya kinalikot ko yung mga folders dito sa pc.. then napadpad ako sa picture archives ko. grabe, ngayon ko lang nakita ulit yung mga pics and videos na ni-compile ko all throughout college! anjan yung xmas party namin nung 1csc pa kami.. andun sina carol, mishi, jenny.. at yung iba pa..! grabe.. nakakamiss sila!! nandun rin sa archive yung mga group shootings namin para sa mga projects! yung swimming party for NS andito.. tapos yung 'jenny miller' segment namin ni mark sa kwarto nya! hahaha.. then yung mga pics din sa xmas party sa shunji.. andun yung 'shower scandal' namin ni ed!! haha.. andito rin sa archive yung films with pilep nung andito pa siya sa ust.. yung 'cheating 101' namin na nagtuturo ng how to make a perfect codigo andito pa..hahaha! grabe, tawa ako ng tawa dun sa mga pics and videos.. haaay.. kakamiss silang lahat! although anjan pa sina dom, euge, apple, erick, etc.. iba parin pag nanjan yung full force ng mga ka-batch mo at friends! haha! sana talaga magka-reunion na.. nababaliw na ako dito sa kakaisip ng magandang thesis topic!!! waaaaaaaah!!!!!

here are some of the pics...

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Thursday, June 22, 2006

whatta week

yup.. whatta week so far! hehe. remember that topman jacket i've been lusting for a couple of weeks ago? well, guess what.. i bought it!!! how?! i robbed a bank.. jk.. i borrowed money from my sister!! waaah! haha.. 4 thousand pesos down the drain, and now im penniless.. hindi ko pa tuloy mapanuod yung fast and furious tokyo drift.. ;(

now, let's go to sports news.. besides watching the world cup (and as always, im rooting for brazil and england), i've
also been watching the nba finals religously as i have done since i can't remember.. it just have concluded and the new champions... THE MIAMI HEAT in 6! after losing the first two games, they've swept the mavs for the last four... and i'm the last person to be happy.. as you all know, the mavs IS my team and freakin' dirk nowitzki is my second favorite player next to (bow down!) kobe bryant... and i just hate to see the mavs lose after winning the first two games. the officiating sucked big time!!! have you seen game 5?! grabe ang pagkaluto nun! lutong macau!!! bwiset! d-whistle and his phantom calls... tsk tsk. the heat players didn't win the championship, the refs did it for them.. d-whistle kept going to the line for questionable foul calls on the mavs.. the freakin refs calls a foul on the mavs players if they do as close as step on wade's shadow. freak.


d-whistle.. earning his mvp thanks to the refs.. tsk



and on other (sports) news.. those who watch wrestling (WWE) are probably overjoyed right now, as i am, since the DX (Degeneration X) has returned!! for those who's not in the know, DX is a stable that consists of HHH and HBK! now, wrestling will be fun to watch once again! i hope they beat the living shit out of john cena! cena, we've got two words for ya: SUCK IT!!!

HHH and HBK...DX is back, with a Vengeance!

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Tuesday, June 20, 2006

haay

here i am, in the dark once again.. here in my room.. void of any light except for the light that this laptop emits. im listening to some classical music that's playing on the radio. not many knows i listen to classical music, most specially, piano pieces.. well, i do.. probably because of the influence my father had over me.

these past days were somewhat surreal.. i actually enjoyed staying inside my room.. in total darkness and solitude. this had me thinking of things.. of people.. marami akong naaalala.. friends from the past..wonder how they're doing now. then mga kaibigan kong nag ibang bansa na.. like jannah (ungas! miss narin kita! hehe.. if you're reading this, salamat sa testi.. haha!) i also miss people i hated.. people who broke my heart at nag ibang bansa narin! (if you're reading this too, fuck you!jk! haha.. peace na tayo eh =p)

but from all the people i miss, there's someone who stands out the most. for some reason, she's all i think about these past days.. dunno why. tagal ko na nga siyang hindi nakikita at nakakausap eh. whenever i try harder not to think of her, the more i think about her..! kumain na ba siya? sana nagpapahinga siya kasi lagi nalang siyang nagpapagod. ok na ba siya? sana nagpapakasaya rin siya kasi parang napaka seryoso niya na sa buhay. maraming tanong eh. i wonder how she's doing these days.. i hope she's doing great.. i hope she's having the time of her life.. :)

know what? i'm starting to hate myself for thinking this much about her.. does she even know that i care for her this much? probably not.. and probably won't. but i'll continue praying for her as i've did oh so dearly before. she's a very dear friend and i wish her all the best that life can offer.. i swear i'm becoming weaker and weaker with each new day tapos siya pa lagi ang nasa isip ko.. kainiz..

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Monday, June 19, 2006

bedridden

something strange happened to me this past sunday.. i actually stayed the whole day on my BED! as in i never ate even once this day! sobrang depressed ko.. and the fun fact is that, i dont know what got me depressed! maybe its the gloomy weather.. or maybe the frustrations in life that i've so long kept.. dunno.. maybe i missed some people.. people i love and care for.. wondering how they are now, and what they're doing.. dunno talaga.. i just spent the whole day tossing and turning in my bed.. until i finally decided to get up 11pm.. a weird experience, really.. man, i got to get a life.. :(

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Friday, June 16, 2006

first week high

yay! after several days of uber laziness, classes has now resumed! ang gaan ng load ko ngayon.. 9 units all in all.. and my class days are only tuesdays thru fridays.. saya noh!? hehehe. but i gotta study, can't afford to fail coz im graduating this year! yey! :)

marami rin ang naganap this week.. classes resumed this wednesday.. when i got to school, medyo weird yung feeling.. and a bit sad too.. wala na kasi sila maki.. sina dale.. yung bakalboyz.. and the rest ng kabatch ko, even yung mga IM friends ko.. ngayon ko lang nararamdaman na napakatanda ko na! hahaha!

pero its not all sad. i saw familiar faces again.. there was dom who i last saw nung summer pa! we met kahapon.. we had lunch together sa frio mix. its refreshing to have her around again.. one of a kind talaga si dom! haha.. then anjan din sila apple, erick, euge, jv... then yung mga lower years na friends ko.. its nice to see them all again :)

then, i also saw familiar faces in the ics faculty too.. nandyan parin sina sir verge.. si mam cha who's also my cobol prof this semester.. she seems to be more joking and funny and receptive this time around.. she even joked me that my thesis should be about compiler design (pamatay!) because i took that subject twice from her! haha. then besides from them, i also saw a glimpse of mam mich.. haven't talk to her yet.. then there's mam pearl and mam espi who's always joking everytime i see them.. hehe.. there's sir melvin too, intimidating as usual.. he's my OR professor btw.

i had to change one of my classes so i have to let mam espi approve it.. eh galit din sa long hair yun.. so there goes my hair.. i had it cut yesterday by my mom's stylist.. nagpakita ako sa stylist ng hairstyle na gusto ko.. langya, iba bigla yung ginawa (since he cuts my hair right at my mom's office, walang mirror so hindi ko nasusubaybayan!).. yung style kasi na gusto, layered parin pero shorter this time pero andun parin yung trademark long bangs ko.. eh yung ginawa niya, ang ikli ng bangs sobra! as in pwede ko na i gel para maging spikes yung buhok ko! the last time i had hair this short, i was still in highschool! bah! now, i can wax this hair to have a kazuya mishima-style of spike hair! it's not all bad naman.. i just miss my long bangs which had always been my trademark! and it got good reactions naman from people who saw me kanina.. even dale said bagay naman daw..

speaking of dale, nasalubong ko si mokong kanina! yup! my nigga dale! nagulat nga ako eh! palabas na ako sa espaƱa gate, nasalubong ko sila ni sheila p na papasok sa ust! nung una hindi ako nakilala ni dale! naka shades kasi ako tapos ang ikli sobra ng buhok ko.. natatawa ako kasi ang tagal niya tumingin bago niya ako narecognize! hahaha! turns out that he and sheila was going to get their transcript from ust.. wow, buti pa sila grad na.. hehe. the reunion was just short kasi nagmamadali na ako umuwi.. pumunta kasi sa house namin yung tito ko from cebu!

all's well so far this schoolyear.. im looking forward for a lot of things.. im looking forward to having good grades.. looking forward to going to the gym again religiously like i did last year.. to sum it all up.. im looking forward for a great year! :)

and in case you don't know.. the mavericks lost to the miami heat today, game 4 of the nba finals.. the series is now tied 2-2.. what i thought would be a sweep is now a dog fight for the nba trophy! this oughta be a war.. and im rooting for the mavs! go dirk! :)

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Tuesday, June 13, 2006

Have You Played... Post I

im so bored right now. after getting used to the breakneck pace of this recent summer, i find myself lethargic these days.. just preferring to seat in front of the pc. well, being a videogamer.. actually, im a fanatic.. an addict even, to videogames when i was a kid. i almost have a console for each generation.. NES.. Genesis (MegaDrive).. Sega Saturn.. Playstation1.. name it, i had it.. although i toned down a bit now, im still the gamer that i was before though not as hardcore. don't get me wrong, i own a PS2 but i never play it as much as i did my past consoles.. maybe because of studying in UST ICS DEPT, it nullified my time for playing.. :(

anywho, this is a post for the games that i actually thought was great.. games that i really treasured and remember til now.. in short, games that are up there on my all time list.. many who'll read this may disagree with me.. many will say: "what the fuck is this game? never heard of it.." but, hey, this is my blog.. and THIS is my OWN all time list.. harhar.. this will be the first of many post.. so, the first one i'll feature is......

DRAGON FORCE
(Sega Saturn)


i will be forever thankful to myself for buying a sega saturn even though most of the games were crap, and the playstation is actually the better console. the reason why i did not hang myself for buying a saturn instead of a playstation was because of this game.. dragon force!!!

its a strategy game where you choose a general to lead your troops in battles. you dont actually control the troops, you just assign their battle formation.. (i wont elaborate much, you can just wikipedia this..) so much strategy is involved here that its so goddamn addicting! i remember buying this game in robinson's galleria for 800 pesos, and yes..it was a pirated version.. games were just so goddamn expensive during those days, even the pirated ones.. anyways, i bought it during a thursday i think.. coz friday is a no class day for some reasons (i think it was a holiday or something..) i played it when i got home.. and i never stopped til i finished it 2 days later! yup, i slept on the couch.. only an average of 3 hours sleep and some short meals kept me from playing this game! after i was done, i got scared coz my eyesight was blurred! lupet talaga... ito ang game na nagpalabo ng mata ko.. im still thankful that my eyes still dont require me to wear eyeglasses..

galing talaga ng laro na ito! its impossible to find a copy now.. kahit dati medyo rare na siya.. im just REALLY REALLY lucky for being able to snag a pirated, ENGLISH version of this game..! parang meant to be talaga! haha! i still have my copy.. problem is, some schmuck destroyed my sega saturn.. :( i really love this game.. i searched for saturn emulators throughout the net but can't seem to find any decent ones.. too bad.. if you get a chance to play this.. do so.. you won't be sorry.. dragon force.. one of the greatest games ever..

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Saturday, June 10, 2006

satudah...!

what a saturday this had been.. nung morning, mom and i went to makati for our annual general check up in HMI.. i never expected the test results will turn out like this.. so im a bit worried and sad.. may bad news kasi sa test results ko.. :( after the check up, na-noticed ni mama na malungkot ako.. i always hated the fact that she always can read me like an open book.. kilalang kilala niya ako.. and yeah.. i was sad.. :(

well, enough sadness.. right after the check up.. we ate at kfc then proceeded to fetch my ate in pearl drive ortigas, where she's teaching english to koreans. napagkasunduan kasi na we're going to the newly opened SM MALL OF ASIA.


SM MALL OF ASIA

grabe, i didn't expect it to be THIS big! kahapon kasi, i met cherri and jayson sa ust because enrollment.. nakwento ni cherri na nakapunta na siya sa mall of asia.. sa kwento niya parang 'exage' lang yung kwento niya na sobrang laki.. pero to be frank.. SOBRANG laki talaga.. nilibot nga namin, sobrang nakakapagod eh! halos one half lang ata yung nalibot namin! i think this is the biggest mall in THE world! i got some pics to show you.. pero di masyado malinaw kasi galing lang sa camfone ko..





ang laki talaga nung mall. like sm megamall, meron din na skating rink.












this is taken outside the mall. yung style kasi nung labas parang eastwood. may mga restaurants and tables sa labas. ganda.









can you see the globe outside? this is taken from the inside of the mall..obviously..duh! hehe












my mom and my sis inside the mall of asia.













nag ikot ikot kami.. window shopping and all, when we stopped by TOPMAN.. grabe, na-love at first sight ako sa isang jacket dun!! ganon kasi ako eh.. yung number one rule ko when i shop is that, whatever catches my attention the first time i see it, ibig sabihin type ko talaga and that i NEED to buy it! grabe, when i asked for the price.. *drumrolls* ...almost 4 thousand pesos!! can't afford pre! :( nasira talaga yung araw ko.. i really liked that jacket.. dati kasi i liked a jacket from TOPMAN too.. denim siya na chinese collar.. when i returned to buy it, shit, nag phase out na.. :( natatakot ako baka deja vu once again.. kailangan ko ng sugar mommy!!! waaaaah!! haha... here are some pics of that jacket:


eto yung jacket! haha.. adik talaga, kinunan pa talaga sa bintana ng topman..lolz













another shot.. wow, i really love this jacket.. i want this.. no, i SHOULD have this...












im really obsessed you know.. when i got home, i went online to look up the TOPMAN website.. and i found MY PRECIOUS!!! mwahahaha.. happens that the name of this jacket is Osaka Print Bomber Jacket.. and it costs 50 pounds!! roughly 5k php!!! one more reason that i should buy it in local shores!!! waaaaaaah!!! if you know anyone looking for a male whore or a pole dancer, quickly refer me.. i need money!! lolz!! jk! =p







whatta day.. im really tired.. at least nabawasan ng konti ang kalungkutan ko.. haaay.. well, tc everyone.. :)

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Thursday, June 08, 2006

midori no hibi / midori days




while browsing your cable channels, you've probably ran across ANIMAX.. the channel that shows japan animations or simply put, animes. while there, you probably saw an anime commercial of Midori no Days, or Midori Days. its an anime about a guy who wakes up one morning to find his right hand turned into a girl! yeah! the story might be a bit crazy but its actually good! my first encounter with it was when i saw heard the ending theme of the anime.. it stuck to my head so i decided to watch the anime. i was able to watch a few episodes from animax but i was never able to follow it.. but thank god for the internet, i was able to download the whole series from youtube! and i have to say.. it was worth it!! i don't usually watch much animes but this one really caught my attention! :)

juz finished the whole series this morning.. it was great! nakakatuwa! its a romantic-comedy type of anime na nakaka hook.. let me give you some facts.. like i've said.. its about a guy named sawamura who's feared by all because he has the knack of always getting into fights and troubles. all the guys fear him, and unfortunately, so does the girls.. so every girl he courts turns him down because of his reputation.. frustrated to have a girlfriend.. he lives miserably.. until one morning, he wakes up to find that his right hand has turned into a girl! the girl is midori, she's actually a regular highschool student who happens to have a crush on sawamura. she too is surprised to awaken to being sawamura's right hand.. but she's not as sad as sawamura is because she's now close to her beloved sawamura! so how will sawamura face this problem of having a girl as his right hand? what happened to midori's real body? can midori and sawamura co-exist? will love bloom between them? that's the main point of the anime! asteeg! enjoyable, funny, romantic, as well as a few breast exposures here and there.. you wont regret watching this anime.. it now ranks up there to one of my all time favorites. watch it if you get the chance :)

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Wednesday, June 07, 2006

on my way home

yay! today is my last day of intership. kinda sad leaving PIA.. i'll miss the people i've been with there.. and most of all, i'll miss the uber fast internet connection.. sob..

neways, on my way home.. my sister called me on the fone.. langya, nagpapabili ba naman ng whisper with wings!!! pucha yan.. tapos, habang hawak ko na ung tampon sa store, nagtitinginan yung mga langhiyang tao.. akala ko sa mga pelikula lang nangyayari un! nampucha.. tapos antagal pa magpunch nung kahera.. kakabwiset.. tapos pag uwi ko rito sa bahay.. nagreklamo pa yung langya kong ate.. kainiz..

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you tube madness

one of the great things i enjoyed during my internship in PIA is the fast internet connection. it's sooooo fast that you can download a whole movie in just a short span of under 2 hours! we were even downloading one time and it gave us a whopping 70 kbps! so what do you do? take advantage of course! haha. if you got a uber fast internet connection and got nothing to do (in short, bored to hell), you can try this stuffs that im gonna tell you.


if you haven't heard about YouTube (www.youtube.com) then you're probably living under a rock for some time now. for those who don't know what youtube is, let me devirginize you. You Tube is a site where it lets it's users to upload videos. when i say videos.. i mean anything under the sun.. sad thing is there's no porn.. waaaah! jk.. hehehe. but the good news is, people usually upload copyrighted materials like movies, commercials, live events, concerts, etc.. you get the idea right? search whatever you like.. may it be movies that you think that are worth watching but not worth paying for.. or commercials and concerts that you may have missed watching.. its great.. AND FREE.. at least for now.. hehe..


so you've tried You Tube, welcome to the club! you've watched the video that you want.. you've enjoyed it.. but you're not contented.. you WANT to have a copy.. tadadadada.. no problem.. this is what we wasted our time on our free time during ojt.. ripping videos from You Tube.. hahaha..

if you want to rip movies and have a copy of your own, follow these simple steps:
1. Go to You Tube and find the video that you want to steal.. errr.. to borrow..
2. Right click on the link of the video and click "Copy Shortcut" or "Copy Link Location".
3. After that, go to this wonderful web page: www.videodownloader.net
4. Follow the simple directions on that page. If you want i can elaborate. Paste the link
location that you copied from step2 TO THE videodownloader box and press the download
button. After you hit download, a new button appears on the same page thay says download
link. click that and save the video... BUT wait, one important note is that you should rename
the video and add a .flv extension to it. (For example, you rename it to: kobemvp.flv).
Never forget the file extension, .flv
5. Next is to download a FLV player. Just google it up, c'mon, try it.. cool people do it. haha. Just
enter FLV player as keywords. The players are usually stand alone so they're relatively
small in memory size.. usually just 1.5 mb so its easy to download.
6. After that, enjoy your stolen.. errr.. borrowed videos! Happy watching!


i promise you, you'll have tons of fun like we did during our ojt stint! marami na kaming napanuod! usually mga korean and japanese movies yung nadownload namin! we have already downloaded and watched japanese live action series like gokusen live action as well as the great teacher onizuka live action! astig! we've also downloaded korean movies.. sobrang dami nagsawa na kami sa mga koreano.. hahaha.. cartoons din naka download kami.. we have the entire collection of Love Hina.. yesterday nga i downloaded the entire episodes of Midori Days for a total of 650mb! all for under two hours..hahahaha! enjoy talaga! anyways, try it guys.. pero yun nga lang.. to fully savor it.. kelangan mabilis yung connection nyo kasi mejo malaki yung mga file size ng mga videos.. so un.. and take advantage, baka mamaya magsara na ang You Tube kasi maraming mga copyrighted materials ang andun.. kaya download na kayo habang anjan pa yan! haha! happy downloading! :)

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Saturday, June 03, 2006

summer bummer

what a summer it has been for me. this is probably the most tiresome and heartbreaking. i had to take my internship while taking two back subjects. all my stay in ust, this is the most difficult thing i've ever experienced.. i go to school from 9 til 12:30.. then immediately after, i rush to PIA where im taking up OJT til 7pm.. yes, 7pm because i had to accomplish 300 hrs.. so, may time pa ba ako mag aral para sa mga subjects ko? obviously not.. and i pay dearly for that.. i failed physics. :( nakakainis lang, alam naman ng prof yung situation ko.. pero to no avail.. he even gave a removal exam.. this is sorta like a 2nd chance.. if you pass the test, you get a 3.0 passing mark.. if you fail, then you're where you're supposed to be, a staggering 5.0 failing mark. ok na sana pero out of 10 students that took that freakin test, only 1 passed.. anu ba yun? joke time?! pero i dont want to put all the blame to that prof.. it was also my fault really for putting such a burden to myself.. ojt with two subjects?! who am i kidding! hehehe.. anyway, im still bitter but im much ok now.. i was also surprised that people actually texted me when they read about this when i posted it on my friendster blog! thank you guys.. mimi.. john.. stan.. they texted me and asked me what's wrong.. thanks for the concern.. i actually thought that no one actually read blogs.. haha.


but to say that this summer is all sad is bit unfair.. i actually enjoyed the first half of summer.. there was kobe bryant who almost eliminated the phoenix suns.. there was the beach outing with my CS classmates in batangas.. that was lotsa fun.. its actually one of my most enjoyable trips.. :) i had fun going to ojt with close friends like apple, euge, and erick..and jv..haha.. and then i gained new friends.. mel and ryx from 3csa were with us in our ojt.. they were great people. then there's also the lower years that i befriended during summer school.. andre.. marc.. ra.. jason.. these are all good people.. then there's the dallas mavericks-phoenix suns matchup in the nba playoffs where i really enjoy watching.. dirk is a monster! haha.. i hope they win all the way.. this summer is not all bad.. its actually a mixed bag..
i promise to have a more positive outlook in school this semester.. no more slacking around specially because this year is also thesis year.. i will also start going to the gym again.. speaking of gym, there's actually a gym in PIA and we started using it last wednesday.. and its been like 3-4 months since i last stepped inside a gym.. euge helped on some workouts.. and the next day, till now actually, my body still hurts.. haha.. probably nabigla kasi antagal ko na nde nag gym! hehe..


i miss a lot people. some of them.. dom, who's also busy finishing ojt..but i purposely want to miss her kasi this year magkakasawaan nanaman kami ng mukha kasi thesis year na.. and her being the dom means she'll be my partner in crime as always in college..haha..this all along with my main man, the playah erick. i also miss the bakal soc: drey, jem, maki, ed, pay, oninz, and specially my nigga dale..haha. then yung mga dota boyz.. sina toneng and myk. then si rix, who now have a job at inaabangan ko ang sweldo para maka libre ako..hahaha! jk. then si rio and john.. mga jogging mates ko.. then si carol.. ung bungisngis na chekwa kong friend! hahaha. haaay.. kung may pera lang ako gagawa ako ng malaking salu-salo para lahat andun.. :( well, miss ya guys.. hope ur all doing great.. godbless.. :)

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i got tired of blogging in friendster.. im just gonna blog here instead.. din't know people actually read blogs.. haha..